And I'm glad I didn't die yet.
When I was fourteen I've almost took my life away, almost killed myself. Thanks God I didn't. Thanks God I'd been afraid of falling 19 floors. Afraid of facing the death directly.
There were some moments of my life that I didn't feared death at all. Some time ago I used to have some suicidal attitudes, but I've been changing a lot these years. Nowadays my life is so fucking important that this old feelings have no importance.
Sometimes I love and crave to be writing some poetry or to be expressing the beauty that I realize that exists in the world.
Ich bin dabei.